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[Inception] [Arthur/Cobb] [R, for violence and, um, stuff]

This one goes out to the lovely, lovely [livejournal.com profile] bloodbelieve, who smacked this story into shape and held the paper bag over my nose while I panicked. I could not have done this without her. ♥ ♥ ♥ Also, new fandoms are nerve-wracking, I have no idea what I'm doing, and you probably need to have seen the movie for this to make any sense.



The First Rule


Arthur's the best there is in the field. That's never been in question.

He's dependable, meticulous, quick on his feet. And he understands Dom, even if he doesn't know everything about him. He's working on that, though, been piecing Dom together since their first job together seven years ago, hoarding the information like Dom hoards his memories.

It's part of the job description, knowing what Dom needs before Dom does.



Arthur lies about Mr. Charles.

The first time, the plan goes south because of Mal.

"What the hell happened back there?" Arthur demands, when they wake up panting, nothing to show for their latest adventure but a botched job and his aching ribs.

Dom shakes his head. "Listen--"

"Was that Mal?" Arthur says, without waiting for him to finish. "How--"

"I don't want to talk about it," Dom snarls, ripping off his wrist patch, and Arthur knows a lost battle when he sees one.

That's the first time.

The second, well--

Two for two, Arthur thinks, when Saito's men grab him, twist his arm and force him to his knees, shove his cheek against the floor.



He isn't lying when he tells Ariadne that Mal was lovely.

He simply neglects to mention that she could also, on occasion, be a raging, psychopathic bitch.



It happens because it has to; Dom's guilty and alone, and Dom has needs.

Arthur's job is taking care of them.

So the next time it happens, Arthur's ready for it.

He doesn't say a word, not when she shows up, or when she starts shooting, or when he shoves the barrel of his gun against his temple after getting Turney's projection sheet, and they wake up in their dank motel room to the smell of mold and sweat-soaked sheets.

Dom disappears into the bathroom to make the call to their client, and when he comes back, Arthur's slung his jacket over the armchair, pulled off his shirt and is starting on unbuckling his belt.

Dom falters in the doorway.

Arthur fumbles the belt twice, knuckles white and shaking. But once he gets it off he says, "Come on, then," briskly, and steps out of his pants, out of everything, as Dom stares.

"You--" Dom says, voice strangled. "Arthur."

It's not no.

"Jesus, Boss," Arthur says, stepping close enough to wrap Dom's tie around his wrist and yank him forward. "Do I have to do everything around here?"

Dom makes a noise, low and helpless, and then Arthur's pinned down on the bed by his mouth and his hands and his weight. Arthur tips his head up as he fists a hands into the collar of Dom's shirt, jerks him closer as he spreads his legs, slips a hand down between them to work Dom free.

Dom's already panting, lips bruised and spit-shiny, and he pulls out of Arthur's grasp, away, as Arthur steadies him, presses his face into the mattress, murmuring words Arthur can't hear.

It's over, quickly, and after - After.

"What we're doing," Dom says, suddenly, from where he's still sprawled flat on his back in the bed. He's still dressed, pants gathered loosely at his knees. Arthur's bent gingerly over the side of the mattress, tying up his shoelaces. "This -- we need ground rules. I don't want you to--"

"Fight club," Arthur says, steadily. He straightens, meets Dom's eyes head-on.

Dom swallows. "Yeah," he says, eventually.

"Yeah," Arthur repeats. His breathing feels too loud in the room as he reaches into his pocket, clenches his fingers around his die. "I got it."



It's sporadic, no fixed time, or dates.

Sometimes Dom looks at him in the midst of a meeting, a sideways glance with his mouth drawn tight, and Arthur excuses himself from the table and goes to wait in the bathroom; sometimes Dom just takes, barely waits for Arthur to get the IV out of his arm before he's reaching for him, the high of a heist gone well still singing in their veins.

Sometimes, Dom goes for weeks without.



"How did we not know about this?" Dom says, furious. Arthur checks Saito's pulse, gets nothing but a faint whisper. "You could've gotten us all killed, Arthur--

--Arthur," Dom murmurs, reaching for him, thumb soft on Arthur's mouth, fingertips leaving indents along the curve of Arthur's jaw.

He tells himself it's curiosity when he offers himself up as a voluntary research subject; he's always been interested in inner-ear function.

Yusuf sets up a trial without question.

He dreams of Dom, memory blending into dream bleeding into reality. Dom's hands hot on his skin, breathing ragged in his ear. "Mal," Dom moans, clawing at Arthur's chest till the skin splits and there's blood drying beneath his fingernails.

He startles awake, pulse stuttering under his skin. Dom's in the far corner of the room, perusing a book, and Arthur drops his palm from his chest, reaches instead for his die. Yusuf puts a hand on his shoulder, concerned, and Arthur, once he catches his breath, swears never again.

The next time, Dom reels him in, nips at his jaw, lower, leaves his mark. The next time, Dom says, "Arthur," and kisses him, hard and hot and needy. The next time--

"I'm sorry," Arthur says, jaw tense, and looks back at Saito. "It should have shown up in the background check."



He shouldn't be surprised when Mal finds out.

She has back-up, and he's at a disadvantage.

Dom raises his hands. "Mal," he says, slowly.

"It's him, isn't it?" Mal says. "You're--" Her voice hitches, but her fingers are steady on the trigger.

"You don't have to--"

She shatters both his kneecaps, then his right shoulder, punctures his lungs and his windpipe, firing bullet after bullet in rapid succession.

Arthur can barely scream through the pain. He whines with each breath, tasting the sharp tang of copper in his mouth. The edges of his vision start to blur, and his hands are twisted helplessly in the carpet.

"Mal," Dom says. It's a sick, sick sound, low in his throat.

"You promised me," she says.

Arthur's choking, blood and breath mingling as he gasps, and the last thing he sees is the barrel of Dom's gun.

Then he jerks awake, panting, sliding off his chair as he tries to curl into himself, chest burning with phantom pain.

Dom comes to seconds later (an eternity later). "Hey, hey--"

"You got the papers," Arthur says.

Dom pauses, hand outstretched. "Yeah," he says.

"Good."

"Arthur," Dom says. "I--"

Arthur rolls to his feet with an easiness he doesn't feel. "Fight club," he says. His voice is even.

Dom watches him for a moment, eyes dark and inscrutable. "You don't look like the Fight Club type," he says, at last.

"No," Arthur agrees, mouth twisted mirthlessly. "You should make the call."

Dom slants his gaze away, chin dropping to his chest when he nods and leaves.

The burn in Arthur's chest doesn't fade.



He knows what Eames thinks of him: a dull, unimaginative stick-in-the-mud.

If Eames only knew how often he dreams of the impossible.

Date: 2010-08-01 09:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bloodbelieve.livejournal.com
YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS ALREADY BUT I'M GOING TO TELL YOU AGAIN -- I ADORE IT. The Fight Club analogy, the subtlety and I love love love that ending. Beautiful. You have nothing to be worried about, at all ♥

Date: 2010-08-02 04:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
I LOVE YOU.

BUT YOU ALREADY KNEW THAT.

Date: 2010-08-01 10:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yellowwolf5.livejournal.com
Oh wow, this was awesome! Very well written! I'm writing something similar but this is already better, lol.

Date: 2010-08-02 04:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
thank you so much! ours is a rarepair in the fandom, so we need all the fic we can get! i can't wait to see yours. :D

Date: 2010-08-01 01:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lobelia321.livejournal.com
Loved the way things were only hinted at. The melancholy undertug. The Fight Club. The Arthur!!

Date: 2010-08-02 04:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
aww, thank you! i'm so glad all that came through for you! the arthur was very sad indeed. /o\

Date: 2010-08-01 02:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] stupidrhapsody.livejournal.com
this is stunningly stinging the reader. I swear. oh arthur. oh cobb.

Date: 2010-08-02 04:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
i hope that's a good thing, hee! ty so much for r&r-ing!
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Date: 2010-08-02 04:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
I INTEND TO TRY. they are so pretty and their dynamic is seriously just *________* inducing it's like being sucked into a vortex.

and how much do i love your fb, for serious. thank you, bb! <3333

Date: 2010-08-01 04:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jusrecht.livejournal.com
This. This is the relationship I see between Dom and Arthur. Sad really, but that's the way they are, so... :"(

Thank you so much for writing ♥

Date: 2010-08-02 04:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
it is so tragic, for real. and yet so hard to look away from.

thank you so much for the fb, it was lovely; i'm really glad this worked for you. :)

Date: 2010-08-01 05:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quantumdoll.livejournal.com
They are both so very messed up, yet they kind of complete each other don't they? I feel so bad for Dom. And for Arthur, having to put all his trust him and yet still be kept in the dark! I also loved the Fight Club references here :)

Date: 2010-08-02 04:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
the first sentence of this comment sums it up perfectly. thank you so much for the fb; it's always good to hear what i'm doing right. :D

Date: 2010-08-01 06:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dmlpacker.livejournal.com
Oh, I kept waiting for some light at the end of the tunnel there... Your Arthur is beautifully written. ♥

Date: 2010-08-02 04:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
oh my gosh, i know. ): it was hard, to end where i did. and YET. i fully believe there may be a happier ending in store post-inception, so not all is lost!

thank you for the lovely fb as always, bb. <3

Date: 2010-08-01 06:37 pm (UTC)
ext_99403: (Inception Saito)
From: [identity profile] zoi-no-miko.livejournal.com
Oh man, oh man -! Very niicely done, and so appropriate for Mal's animosity towards poor Arthur in the movie.

Date: 2010-08-02 04:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
thank you so much! i thought it all fit quite nicely in the end, how cobb's jealousy and denial over his feelings for arthur and anger at the betrayal could culminate into a very, very pissed off mal. :D

Date: 2010-08-02 06:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rajkumari905.livejournal.com
This is aaaaaaawesome :)

Date: 2010-08-02 11:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
no that is yooooooooooou ♥

Date: 2010-08-02 06:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herwhereabouts.livejournal.com
Oh, wow, this was amazingly well written, and the last bit certainly packed a punch. Loved it. <3

Date: 2010-08-02 11:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
thank you so much! i'm thoroughly flattered and really glad you enjoyed it! (:

Date: 2010-08-02 06:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-loaded-die.livejournal.com
Awww, that's great! Loved it! Poor Arthur. I really like the Fight Club reference.

Date: 2010-08-02 11:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
hee, thank you! i'm so glad you liked it! and poor arthur is right. ):

Date: 2010-08-02 09:11 am (UTC)
cordeliadelayne: (totems (inception))
From: [personal profile] cordeliadelayne
Oh, that's heartbreaking. Poor everybody.

Date: 2010-08-02 11:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
it's true; they're all so tragic. thanks so much for r&r-ing!

Date: 2010-08-02 07:20 pm (UTC)
ext_34679: (Default)
From: [identity profile] pixiebeanz.livejournal.com
guh, your writing always tugs at the heartstrings, even the second time around. gorgeous.

i am happy to see you writing again!

Date: 2010-08-03 10:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
i'm always so pleased to hear that. it's always an accomplishment!

and i am happy to be writing again! ♥_______♥

Date: 2010-08-03 12:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hopefulgenius.livejournal.com
LKJADSFKLSDJFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF I CANNOT BELIEVE I FOUND THIS ON THE COMMUNITY INSTEAD OF MY FLIST, I NEED TO CHECK MORE OFTEN OH MY GOD NATALIE OH MY FUCKING -- ALKSJDLKFJSDLFKJSLDFKJ WHAT. WHAT? THIS IS FUCKING lkffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff i can't even. my brain is dead. this is the first ship i've had where they're truly fucked up and i LIKE IT THAT WAY AND YOU MADE IT SO FUCKING PERFECT lakjdflakdfsj lakdsjfa;lskfjd i don't even know, i'm reeling still. I LOVE YOU. AND I LOVE ACE FOR INSPIRING YOU OR WHATEVER SHE DID. NNNNNGGGHHHHHH FIGHT CLUB OHMYGOD.

Date: 2010-08-03 10:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
I AM GLAD YOU APPROVE, OKAY, BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST--I MEAN, THEY ARE WHAT THEY ARE BUT THERE IS SO MUCH POTENTIAL THERE, IDEK. FFFFFFF. AND ACE TOTALLY SAVED THIS STORY AND PRODDED IT INTO SHAPE SO YES. MUCH TO THANK FOR HER THERE.

UM. BASICALLY I'M GLAD YOU ENJOYED, IS THIS THING.

Date: 2010-08-04 10:32 am (UTC)
descartes: kaonashi fading away (je ne regrette rien)
From: [personal profile] descartes
ABSOLUTE LATEST INO, but oh god the fucked-upness and the hurt that you've shown in here is amazing and I kept reading back, wanting so much for everything to change for Arthur, for everything to be better, but it doesn't and yet I still love every single word of this. NAT WHAT DO YOU DO TO ME?

Date: 2010-08-04 05:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
I AM JUST SUPER SUPER THRILLED YOU LIKED IT, HI. this was so hard, though, goddamn you, cobb! JUST--TAKE ARTHUR HOME AND COVER HIM IN SMISHES, BB. HE NEEDS THEM.

Date: 2010-08-07 05:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamlittleyo.livejournal.com
Oh WOW. That was intense, and beautifully done! Gorgeous fic!

Date: 2010-08-08 08:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
thank you so much! there is so much backstory to this pairing it was impossible to resist, and i'm so glad you enjoyed it! (:

Date: 2010-08-10 08:00 pm (UTC)
ext_872: eye with red flower petals as eyelashes (the truth typeset for free)
From: [identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com
WHY HALLO THAR

I honest-to-god read this and did a little dance in my chair of "yay somebody who writes Cobb/Arthur EXACTLY HOW I WANT THEM!!!!" Because seriously, this is like my perfect idea of them, crossing each other's boundaries and then rapidly drawing new ones, and The Job always being the most important thing (well, almost). I love the anti-drama of their interactions, as opposed to the high drama of the dreamstate -- it's such a great juxtaposition, and works incredibly well with their own relationship and the wildcard of Mal.

Which is my long-winded way of saying: if you write more in this fandom, VERY HAPPY MAGGIE!!!

Date: 2010-08-11 02:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
hee, maggie, thank you! i am all about the sparkles and happy endings in fic, so you have no idea how thrilled i was to get this in my inbox this morning! i'm definitely going to end up writing more for this fandom if i keep getting requests to go see it with people the way i have been. :DDDDDDD

Date: 2010-08-28 11:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] galadriel1618.livejournal.com
I SHOULD BE GETTING BACK TO SLEEP FOR ANOTHER HOUR, YET INSTEAD I AM READING THIS AND, OMG WOMAN, TEARS IN MY EYES. This is seriously gorgeous. Unbelievably gorgeous. Like everyone else said, the references to Fight Club are amazing (and I lol'd at the first one). My heart breaks for these two because you've done such a good job describing both Cobb and Arthur and their relationship, and they just can't seem to get it right. Idk...I felt like Cobb wanted to be there for Arthur in the way Arthur wanted him to, but Arthur didn't even let him try because Cobb's so hung up on Mal and he doesn't want to wait for the disappointment when it all falls through. OH THE ANGST. THE BEAUTIFUL ANGST. THAT LAST LINE, OW, MY HEART. I apologize for capslocking all over your journal, but you are a fanastic writer and the pictures you paint with your words are breathtaking and you must keep writing in this fandom and in this pairing, omg.

Date: 2010-08-28 02:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
OH MY GOSH THANK YOU SO MUCH. WOW I AM ALL STARRY-EYED FROM THIS COMMENT. just--asdisgb this pairing is kind of ridiculously hard for me to write the way i want, because they're so SAD and ANGSTY and it's like--I JUST WANT HAPPY FLUFFY FIC OKAY GUYS. IS THAT SO HARD? so - just knowing that this worked for you and that oh my gosh YOU GOT EXACTLY WHAT I WAS TRYING TO CONVEY JUST MAKES ME ALL SORTS OF HAPPY. SORRY FOR STEALING YOU AWAY FROM SLEEP THOUGH.

♥______________♥

Date: 2010-09-07 08:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arty-darc.livejournal.com
I really, really, really enjoyed this. Lovely job.

Date: 2010-09-08 08:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
thank you so much! :)

Date: 2010-09-18 11:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] be-a-rebel.livejournal.com
HOLY FUCKING CRAP.

*passes out*

Date: 2010-09-18 04:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
*revives you*

hee! i'm going to take that as a sign that you enjoyed this. :D tysm for letting me know!

Date: 2010-09-18 05:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] be-a-rebel.livejournal.com
I LOVED IT.

Seriously, I gasped and flailed and went D::::: all over the place.

You should totally be ridiculously proud of this.

Date: 2010-09-26 06:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] radishface.livejournal.com
Arthur is such a badass here man. Like I cannot even. "Fight Club." That is the hottest thing ever. Okay, and Cobb constantly trying to breach their ~professional boundaries~ to discuss his ~feelings~ (freakin Cobb *shakesabitch*) and Arthur rebuffing him for the sake of his own sanity—I love it. SO in-character and I just, I just could not ask for me.

Date: 2010-09-27 05:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
oasdhsiogkf bb, your feedback just makes me gleeface ALL OVER THE PLACE. so, so glad you enjoyed it, and that the characterization worked for you!

i promise i am still writing! there's a piece i've been working on for, like, SIX WEEKS now, for the kink meme, but rl is just getting in the way and--GRR.

Date: 2010-10-29 09:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] akkiren.livejournal.com
From Arthur's attempts to keep it together to Cobb's helpless attachment to a phantom Mal, through the pain (what more to ask than for a wounded Arthur) and the Fight Club references, this was perfect.

Date: 2010-10-31 03:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicflailer.livejournal.com
thank you so much! i'm so glad you enjoyed.

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